I love you, but...

you may or may not care about what I talk about. Most of it is just what's on my mind at the moment. I can get foul-mouthed occasionally. Some posts will contain gay oriented material. Deal with it. If you're here, you probably know me.

19 November 2009

No Catchy Title This Time

I can blow kalamari sized smoke rings. I feel accomplish after giving up cigarettes because I keep the pack and the cigarettes just get messed up. Oy, my lungs! They hurt so good!

One more class and then some more hookah and then I'm going home. I'm excited, which is a change from how I've been feeling the past few weeks. At that time, I stopped taking my medication because I wanted to know what it was like to cry again and I want to be able to deal with Life without the help of medication. The generic Prozac is gone, but the generic um... forgot the name, but it's an anti-anxiety medication. I don't feel so slumpy and lazy when I'm taking my anti-anxiety, which is good. I even got up and did the dishes! My poor roommate had to do the dishes whenever he wanted to cook something. Oops!

I'm sitting at the hookah lounge and just having a grand old time by myself. The atmosphere, albeit lacking in the cute boy department, doesn't disappoint. They were playing some really relaxing music, but I wanted my own music. I love me the Lady GaGa! I can't deny it! I love her so much! Also, I can't wait for Britney Spears' new album to come out. I love her single "3," but I'm pretty sure I'd have the dilemma of having paid for the same song twice and that's a no no.

I can't wait to go home for Thanksgiving Break and get a hair cut. My hair is outrageous long and I can't stand it. It's annoying on my ears. I either want it cut short or grow it long like a um... long.

I was about to run into a thought and after watching this clip on Youtube on the Tyra Banks show about an Asian guy, who's a gay activist, my eyes have been opened beyond belief. I'll have to link it (I don't have time to cause I have to leave for class in four minutes). It made me rethink about how I view myself. Surprise. I'll do an entry just about this and my general feelings of where I am in Life.

I know I said that I would probably update about how my day was since the last entry. It wasn't very fun afterwards. I got reclusive and therefore I started taking my anti-anxiety medication again.

Sorry for the sporadic ideas, I have class now.

-Jimmy

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