Division

It seems that I can't get away from the fact that I'm acquainted/friends with people who do not like my other acquaintences or friends. It's like a viscious cycle. The worst part is I'm so attached to everyone that it would be near damn impossible to break ties with any of them. Sure, I don't talk to them very often, but they're still there and available. I've been finding more and more that I need to branch out more with friends. I don't have many gay friends and so it's awkward for me when I come upon a very stereotypical homosexual and I'm so used to being around heterosexuals that at times I don't see a difference between them and me. That of course is the entire purpose of sexuality: it doesn't matter who I love. I feel as if I've dug a trench and I'm just scouting along the bottom of the trenches when I should really by out in the battlefield fighting for what I believe. This is undoubtedly one of the most difficult situations I'll ever be in, aside from the drama of high school.